Do you have one of those ppl in your life that comes in and out of your realm of existence...constantly.
there is no steady relationship with the person, they just come and go as they please; usually creating some sort of dramatic effect on ur mood, good or bad. Only to retreat as quickly as they came, leaving you all sorts of fucked up emotionally or mentally because they are too much to deal with.
Yea i have one of those. Its annoying to me. I'm the type of person that likes to know why someone is in my life. I like for all ppl in my life to have some sort of purpose. and Mr. revolving door has no purpose in my life but to piss me off. Not saying his personality or anything about him per say pisses me off. its the fact that i just don't know what do about him. How to explain our...'relationship' for lack of a better term. We're cool...but i guess that's it. There is no constant contact, due to me trying to ignore him and ween him out of my life..but there is no way to cut this fool out of my life its so annoying.
I mean can you truly cut someone out of your life that has many of the same connections you have or have the same friends you have? I must admit I've tried to cut someone toxic out of my life but there ass is still there because so much was shared btw me and this other person and truth be told they aren't ready to let go of me.
With that; I think Mr. revolving door will never truly allow me to 'remove' him out of my life. He will continue to be a guest star in my life until he's ready to let go..because I'm sure as hell ready to let go of you.
ps. I wonder if he thinks I'm Ms. revolving door in his life?
i don't think i have anyone like that now but i know i used to and it was so annoying because every time i thought i was done with him he would come back and be a pain in my ass and i felt like i had to start all over again, emotionally. eff you Mr. Revolving Door!
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